24 September 2005
I slept until noon. Yesterday was better but I still find myself frustrated at work. It will get easier with time.
We went out to dinner last night and then to the pub. I decided not to drink this weekend to see if that would help me feel any better and so far, it's worked. Alcohol was not helping my depression at all and spending almost every Saturday hung over and feeling useless didn't help either. Everyone was supportive too which makes a difference. I went over to the ocean today for a short drive, mostly to get away from the house by myself.
Housemate and Spiderman are going out tonight but so far, I don't have plans and that is fine with me! I haven't had a night in to myself in ages. Last weekend was so dark and bad that being by myself would've probably done me in but tonight, I'm looking forward to them being gone so I can just enjoy TV, a hot bath, and relaxing. I'll have to mark papers at some point this weekend but that won't take long.
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