A Legal Alien

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27 July 2005

I had a good meeting at uni today with my MA group. I'm pretty much done with my dissertation, just need to write my abstract and conclusion. Then the final read thrus and nit picking. All of the sudden tonight, I'm feeling tons of anxiety. I'm being completely irrational about life in general. It's not one thing in particular, it's everything! I would be dead without Prozac.

I'm moving. Again.

I'm finishing uni, saying good bye to friends I probably will never see again.

I'm starting a new job.

I need to buy a car.

I won't see Frank until October because he's busy every weekend until then. Yes, I feel blown off a wee bit. It's niggling at me but I'm trying to deal with all my own crap and not worry about him. It's easier said than done, especially late at night when I'm laying in bed. THINKING.

I'm running out of money in my UK account.

I'm not sure how I'll get on with my new housemate. I've only met him once.

Ah see, my life is simple. Nothing to worry about. Nothing to think about. Nothing to plan. Easy to just deal.

For Paul Barrett

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