mind the gap

19 April 2005

I was woken up at 8:30am by the tree pruner. Now, I had no idea they were coming today and that they would BUTCHER the tree outside my flat. I loved watching the leaves just coming out and the shade from the summer heat. There won't be any leaves this summer.

THEN at 12ish, my landlord rings my buzzer. I haven't seen my landlord since the day I moved into my flat and he hasn't called me since November. He wanted to show my flat to an estate agent to get an idea about renting it out in August. I was not dressed. My bed was not made. There was laundry drying in the lounge. The clean dishes were not put away. I had papers all over for school. I told him I needed a few minutes. Did I mention I WAS NOT DRESSED? I had to hurriedly pick up dirty laundry from the bathroom, pull on some clean clothes, fold a blanket on the couch and let them in. NOT a happy way to start my day.

I'm in a mood. Sort of up and then down. I feel like I'm missing out on some important things back home with friends. I'm not there for Krista's wedding. I'm not there to help Disa with hers. I'm in a haze. Not motivated to do school work, not interested in going out.

Just a weird day.
mind the gap