09 May 2005 It's so nice to be home. I didn't realize how much I missed my family and friends until I got here. I needed this in a big way.I'm lucky because I've got people on both sides of the pond who care about me, even when I don't deserve it. And while there are times when I feel lonely or bad about myself, I know it could always be worse. We spent Sunday at my sister's house for Mother's Day even though it was chucking down rain. We did this garden tour (and I was in a sundress and sandals! It's CALIFORNIA! In MAY! It's not supposed to rain!!), went to church and had a nice dinner. It was nice to go up there but I was so tired by the time we got home. I think I was in bed by 9pm. The last few months have been so weird. I feel like I'm shaking the mud off my wings again, AGAIN. FWB has been incredible, so patient with me and I didn't realize I'd enjoy being with him again as much as I have. Somehow I'm feeling like myself again, even though I'm still in a bit of jet lagged haze. We're off to the SF Giants game tonight. I haven't been in 2 years so it should be fun. Although it's probably gonna piss down rain and thunder over there tonight. Hopefully I won't freeze my ass off. I didn't bring my coat. Because it's CALIFORNIA. In MAY! And it shouldn't be raining like this!!! |
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