mind the gap

15 February 2005

Three cheers for my fan club who have kept me going today!

I applied for a teaching job here and I didn't even get an interview. That hasn't happened to me since I applied at Granite Bay, along with 350 other highly qualified applicants. Between Michael and Laura, I'm off the ledge of frustration and feeling like I suck. I was feeling confident because I keep forgetting that I'm basically having to start my career all over again if I stay here. I WANT to stay here but I don't want to have go back to substitute teaching first. Maybe I'm just kidding myself that I'll be lucky enough to be able to stay here any longer.

My cold is getting better. I'm restless to get outside. I worked on my dissertation for a while today and my surveys arrived at my mom's. Now I just need people to fill them out and return them.
mind the gap